Just read your post from Saturday. I know the feeling. I really, really do. I enjoyed myself very much this weekend, but I thought of you a lot, and wished you were there with me. Today, what you said about running away...there is a part of me that would like nothing better. This life we're leading has a tendency to wear us down and the bad can overshadow the good by times. But when things are good they are so very good, and I can't imagine not having you in my life, and not having our times together to look forward to. Please try hard to keep thinking about the good times, hon. I know it can be hard, but please try. I can't think of what else to tell you that might help right now, except to say that I love you and I will be with you as much as I possibly can until I can be with you completely. Don't despair, princess. You did what you had to do. We do what we have to do. Have faith that things will come around for you. *hugs* Tonite, then, 8-8:30. Love you so much. *kiss*