Rage
simple and pure
but I don't know why.

Pain
the worst I am sure
making me want to cry

Don't know how to though
never truly have

I take offense to things that
don't concern me.
I think that is wrong.

My soul begins to shred
at the mere beginnings
of a song.

I wonder if she still knows me
or if she ever did.
She is with another now
and wanting a kid.

But soon the break.
and are no more.
Don't know what to do
If I should try once more.

Don't want to push
but don't know if
I can take just knowing
I need all of her or none
and if none I think I might die.

Don't know where to turn
don't know who to ask
What is it that I CAN do?
Love is such a daunting task.

The rage I feel springs from helplessnes
The helplessness springs from hurt
the hurt springs form lonlines
and the lonliness from her

She left, plain, simple
i don't know why
When with her my joy is ample
when not I might die.

If I die with her,
then truly I would go with a smile on my face
but if I die alone
what is the poin of the race

gods this hurts so much
but I don't know if I have a right for it to hurt.
She isn't with me and hasn't been for years.
Don't know if she ever loved me, like she says
Should I ask? or would I drive her away?

what can I do?