My boyfriend

Enters and waves to His friend livvy
Hey there pretty lady!

Rolled dice: Roll #1

Rolled dice in positions: 1,2,3,4,5

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Rolled dice: Roll #2

Rolled dice in positions: 1,3,4

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Rolled dice: Roll #3

Rolled dice in positions: 3,4

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Score: 15 points on Fives

" S T A R T G A M E : t r u e "{ " g a m e I d " : " 1 7 2 0 5 3 7 6 3 6 " , " p l a y e r L i s t " : [ " r a c h e l d u b i n " ] , " r o l l N u m b e r " : 0 , " c u r r e n t P l a y e r " : 0 , " d i c e " : { " f a c e s " : [ 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 ] , " r e r o l l " : [ t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e ] } , " s c o r e 0 " : { " 1 " : n u l l , " 2 " : n u l l , " 3 " : n u l l , " 4 " : 1 6 , " 5 " : 1 5 , " 6 " : n u l l , " p l a y e r " : n u l l , " u p _ t o t a l " : 3 1 , " b o n u s " : 0 , " 3 k " : n u l l , " 4 k " : n u l l , " s s " : 3 0 , " l s " : n u l l , " f h " : n u l l , " y a h _ t o k e n " : n u l l , " y " : n u l l , " c " : n u l l , " y a h _ b o n u s " : 0 , " b o t _ t o t a l " : 3 0 , " g _ t o t a l " : 6 1 } , " o w n e r " : " r a c h e l d u b i n " , " s t a t u s " : " r e a d y " , " r o u n d " : 3 , " l a s t P o s t " : 1 7 2 0 5 3 7 7 5 8 , " l o a d e d F r o m P o s t " : 1 7 2 0 5 3 7 7 3 6 }

Rolled dice: Roll #1

Rolled dice in positions: 1,2,3,4,5

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Rolled dice: Roll #2

Rolled dice in positions: 1,2,4

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Rolled dice: Roll #3

Rolled dice in positions: 4

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Score: 16 points on Fours

" S T A R T G A M E : t r u e "{ " g a m e I d " : " 1 7 2 0 5 3 7 6 3 6 " , " p l a y e r L i s t " : [ " r a c h e l d u b i n " ] , " r o l l N u m b e r " : 0 , " c u r r e n t P l a y e r " : 0 , " d i c e " : { " f a c e s " : [ 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 ] , " r e r o l l " : [ t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e ] } , " s c o r e 0 " : { " 1 " : n u l l , " 2 " : n u l l , " 3 " : n u l l , " 4 " : 1 6 , " 5 " : n u l l , " 6 " : n u l l , " p l a y e r " : n u l l , " u p _ t o t a l " : 1 6 , " b o n u s " : 0 , " 3 k " : n u l l , " 4 k " : n u l l , " s s " : 3 0 , " l s " : n u l l , " f h " : n u l l , " y a h _ t o k e n " : n u l l , " y " : n u l l , " c " : n u l l , " y a h _ b o n u s " : 0 , " b o t _ t o t a l " : 3 0 , " g _ t o t a l " : 4 6 } , " o w n e r " : " r a c h e l d u b i n " , " s t a t u s " : " r e a d y " , " r o u n d " : 2 , " l a s t P o s t " : 1 7 2 0 5 3 7 7 3 6 , " l o a d e d F r o m P o s t " : 1 7 2 0 5 3 7 6 7 1 }

Rolled dice: Roll #1

Rolled dice in positions: 1,2,3,4,5

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Rolled dice: Roll #2

Rolled dice in positions: 3

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Rolled dice: Roll #3

Rolled dice in positions: 3

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Score: 30 points on Small Straight

" S T A R T G A M E : t r u e "{ " g a m e I d " : " 1 7 2 0 5 3 7 6 3 6 " , " p l a y e r L i s t " : [ " r a c h e l d u b i n " ] , " r o l l N u m b e r " : 0 , " c u r r e n t P l a y e r " : 0 , " d i c e " : { " f a c e s " : [ 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 ] , " r e r o l l " : [ t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e ] } , " s c o r e 0 " : { " 1 " : n u l l , " 2 " : n u l l , " 3 " : n u l l , " 4 " : n u l l , " 5 " : n u l l , " 6 " : n u l l , " p l a y e r " : n u l l , " u p _ t o t a l " : 0 , " b o n u s " : 0 , " 3 k " : n u l l , " 4 k " : n u l l , " s s " : 3 0 , " l s " : n u l l , " f h " : n u l l , " y a h _ t o k e n " : n u l l , " y " : n u l l , " c " : n u l l , " y a h _ b o n u s " : 0 , " b o t _ t o t a l " : 3 0 , " g _ t o t a l " : 3 0 } , " o w n e r " : " r a c h e l d u b i n " , " s t a t u s " : " r e a d y " , " r o u n d " : 1 , " l a s t P o s t " : 1 7 2 0 5 3 7 6 7 1 , " l o a d e d F r o m P o s t " : 1 7 2 0 5 3 7 6 3 6 }

knowledgeable

racheldubin has started a new game with the following players:
racheldubin

" S T A R T G A M E : t r u e "{ " g a m e I d " : " 1 7 2 0 5 3 7 6 3 6 " , " p l a y e r L i s t " : [ " r a c h e l d u b i n " ] , " r o l l N u m b e r " : 0 , " c u r r e n t P l a y e r " : 0 , " d i c e " : { " f a c e s " : [ 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 ] , " r e r o l l " : [ t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e ] } , " s c o r e 0 " : { " 1 " : n u l l , " 2 " : n u l l , " 3 " : n u l l , " 4 " : n u l l , " 5 " : n u l l , " 6 " : n u l l , " p l a y e r " : n u l l , " u p _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " b o n u s " : n u l l , " 3 k " : n u l l , " 4 k " : n u l l , " s s " : n u l l , " l s " : n u l l , " f h " : n u l l , " y a h _ t o k e n " : n u l l , " y " : n u l l , " c " : n u l l , " y a h _ b o n u s " : 0 , " b o t _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " g _ t o t a l " : n u l l } , " o w n e r " : " r a c h e l d u b i n " , " s t a t u s " : " r e a d y " , " r o u n d " : 0 , " l a s t P o s t " : 1 7 2 0 5 3 7 6 3 6 }

*laughs*

Feeling so…transparent

Appropriately “prepared”…I started bouncing around the whole NFR and landed on this one…it stood out for some reason…I like most of the rest of them, but this one was different and to be honest, I feel like I had never heard it before…even though I must have

And it is hard to understand

I don't have just a certain amount of love
And it's not about sex ...
Sex is easy ..

I don't have family
My family raped and beat me

I don't hsve children
I am the black sheep
The one who stood up
Because I could not take the bullshit

I have one

her hand gently placed to the side of His face a moment....as she whispers still....

"Master....You do not know how much i hated that You have gone through what You had....
though i do believe that is a connection between Us as well....as for it happening and for who You are now....yes that created who You are....though who You are is something different....just as i....something in my mind...in my heart....
amazing...and wonderful to me in all ways....i know You wish to be different....but You are gifted....in many many ways...."

If you have one … sure

I look up as the man passes.

Return to my news story...

[ private room? ]

she gives a slow nod as she adds her own thoughts to His....

"and i know it would have been something wonderful....Your ideas for such was amazing....and it is a shame that You have been made to second think all of that....and i thank You Master....as You are my One....that i need....desire....want....beyond all love to the highest....
and i thank You for those words....it is because of You that i have become stronger...
the foundation for such a build would be Us....
the bond....the connection...the everything shared...."

looks in

Hearing say lots… knowing she means loads…
Waking past her table..slipping a couple drops of mdma in her coffee

Everything I have wanted

My experiences in life
Made me someone different
Than others ...

It took down boundaries
Thst others have

I would trade just about anything
To not have the experiences
I have had. To not be this person

To be happy with 2 kids a dog
And a white picket fence

I tried that and failed
Miserably

Educated

Mmmmmmmmmmm

The aroma of fresh coffee...... Yes!