i'm okay
giving you a wobbly smile
my head got crowded with images there

Do you have healthy foods in the house?
Or is your plan junkfood ?

Exercise?
Or sit in the muck?

Isolation so only be used in
An attempt to better yourself
Not a reason to draw further
Into yourself

Stepping away should be about
Reconnecting with yourself
Your energy
Your spirit

Anything else could mostly be the depression
Mask
And that is not an easy mask to take off

Moves to stop you from falling over.

"You okay? You wobbled a little there."

Smiles and blushes.

Sighs.

"She didn't even say yes yet!"

Whatever.

Hearing your words to Wanda and backing out the room

wobbling

Pounces you!

Hiya Sis what's shakin on this glorious day?!

I guess my point from before
Is ask this question...

Why am I disappearing?
Isolating?

Is it to recharge?
Or is it depression ?

Are you someone who usually
Does this sort of thing?

Or is it new for you?

The scary part of depression
Is that it masks itself in so many ways

When is your end date ?
Make one and stick to it ?

Are you keeping up on your
Routines?
Bathing?
Body maintenance?

Do you have plans for going out
Into nature ?

give the dog her meds and her run
catch up on bills
and do some paid work

an uninteresting day

"Oh, that's good. I've got an appointment a little later, but I've got plenty of time before that happens."

Nods.

"Anything planned for today for you?"

Smiles.

stretching
Yes, I rather think so

"I'm doing wonderful."

Smiles.

"Did you sleep well?"

out

smiling brightly

I'm doing well to start the day, how are you?

leaning into the hug

looks in for a few

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"Mornin, Wanda!"

Smiles and comes over to hug you up. And feel you up a little while she's at it.

"Mmmmmm how are you, love?"

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