tylerwells has started a new game with the following players:
tylerwells

" S T A R T G A M E : t r u e "{ " g a m e I d " : " 1 7 2 1 2 1 8 7 3 2 " , " p l a y e r L i s t " : [ " t y l e r w e l l s " ] , " r o l l N u m b e r " : 0 , " c u r r e n t P l a y e r " : 0 , " d i c e " : { " f a c e s " : [ 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 ] , " r e r o l l " : [ t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e ] } , " s c o r e 0 " : { " 1 " : n u l l , " 2 " : n u l l , " 3 " : n u l l , " 4 " : n u l l , " 5 " : n u l l , " 6 " : n u l l , " p l a y e r " : n u l l , " u p _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " b o n u s " : n u l l , " 3 k " : n u l l , " 4 k " : n u l l , " s s " : n u l l , " l s " : n u l l , " f h " : n u l l , " y a h _ t o k e n " : n u l l , " y " : n u l l , " c " : n u l l , " y a h _ b o n u s " : 0 , " b o t _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " g _ t o t a l " : n u l l } , " o w n e r " : " t y l e r w e l l s " , " s t a t u s " : " r e a d y " , " r o u n d " : 0 , " l a s t P o s t " : 1 7 2 1 2 1 8 7 3 2 }

And me being the self punisher
That came from my mom

Who was embarrassed I was handicapped
So she pushed me hard to not be or act like it
And I neglected myself tons

Yeah...
Even tho I am in the suburbs
My back yard is alot like the woods
Lots of trees
Natural
Not alot of landscaping
My neighborhood is quiet
Free of crime

That's how I like it

I spent most of my life
Feeling bad that I'm so different

Having the handicap made me very self conscious
Feeling like I needed
To force myself into boxes

Led to lots of my depression issues

tylerwells has started a new game with the following players:
tylerwells

" S T A R T G A M E : t r u e "{ " g a m e I d " : " 1 7 2 1 2 1 8 4 9 3 " , " p l a y e r L i s t " : [ " t y l e r w e l l s " ] , " r o l l N u m b e r " : 0 , " c u r r e n t P l a y e r " : 0 , " d i c e " : { " f a c e s " : [ 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 ] , " r e r o l l " : [ t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e ] } , " s c o r e 0 " : { " 1 " : n u l l , " 2 " : n u l l , " 3 " : n u l l , " 4 " : n u l l , " 5 " : n u l l , " 6 " : n u l l , " p l a y e r " : n u l l , " u p _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " b o n u s " : n u l l , " 3 k " : n u l l , " 4 k " : n u l l , " s s " : n u l l , " l s " : n u l l , " f h " : n u l l , " y a h _ t o k e n " : n u l l , " y " : n u l l , " c " : n u l l , " y a h _ b o n u s " : 0 , " b o t _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " g _ t o t a l " : n u l l } , " o w n e r " : " t y l e r w e l l s " , " s t a t u s " : " r e a d y " , " r o u n d " : 0 , " l a s t P o s t " : 1 7 2 1 2 1 8 4 9 3 }

Coming in

Looks in

Donning a cloak covered in crescent moons and gargoyle heads as interpreter of dreams.

You believe great things should be at the center of discussions; you like to gather information and disseminate it; and to engage in the dialectic is delightful.

There are so many wonderful things to discuss, why bother with the mundane or tragic?! Our consciousness is the dream of life.

"You are an earth Person...and fire is an important part...and there is much to say about fires when people look at them in the right way...."

I've realized how much
Fire is a part of me
Some need water
I need fire
And the ground under my bare feet

These things are what keep me literally
Grounded
And the fire burning
Away unwanted energy
Yesterday I was so much
Clearer
After sitting out by the fire
Letting my feet be in the dirt

looks in for a few

happy birthday!!

"that is the best way to do it for sure...though there is always good time for a good fire..."

nods a bit with her smile still shown....

It's 73 here at the moment. Humidity
Is lower

Dew point ...

But that will change soon

Getting rid of junk wood
Around my yard

sending much love

she gives a slow nod...

"it is to late for that here....ac full blast...and already feeling it..."

looks in for a few

Presently sitting out by a fire
Before it's too hot

Have a good evening