Mommy taught me well
I told you
A good portion of my
Life, I was a lying
Narcissistic asshole
Who gave whatever
Version of myself
Someone wantedTo get what I wanted out of them
After all this time
I am definitely
Recovering from itAnd it's been a long road
But I still have problems
Confusing abuse and love ...
I love in today's
Society how women
Complain
About men
How men treat womenYour mothers raised the men you hate
Your mother's were the role models for the men you
Date
There were no other
I love you'sThey were just bait
For me..Thst goes back to mommy
She was a narcissistic cold bitch
Growing up
The only time you
Heard the words
I love youWas after you got
Beat to a sniffling assholeOr you got raped
Or whatever happened
Thst she needed to reel you
Back in
kneeling.. hello cherry
That has gotten
Me into so much trouble
I've taken so much abuseKicks in the face
No no they love me
Walks in
An early morning start.
I have a really good lie detectorBut I have this heart
These emotions
Man they want to believe
Give the benefit
Of the doubt ..Even tho the alarm
Bell is going off in my headIt's like I hit the snooze
Button ..Just five more minutes
Looking around my old haunt
looking in for my Mistress
Then you start lying
To yourself about them
Because you want to believe
God you want to
The worse
The hardest to
Spot are the casual
Liars ...They mix lies and the truth
I'm a nice believable
ConcoctionAnd they let you drink
That poison...
George OrwellHe talked about civilization
And how truth would become
Almost offensiveAnd that is civilization today
People believe lies
And will fight you over the truth
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Opens up
The keys are in the answers