Yes
Once you’ve felt those rt
It’s difficult, isn’t it

To find that feeling again…in vt

Wanders into the worlds of SOI and the waiting room.

Well let’s just say after being introduced to the crop , flogger and ropes r/t I really crave that again

If you go to 420bar

There is a mirror at the bottom
That is me ...

Reflecting you back

See I understand
What my shit is
And I know where my shit
Stops and other people's begin

And im not willing
To let anyone lay what is not mine
At my feet

~ chuckling~

pain slut?

Smiling. Mmmmmm yes

It can be disarming to people

Why because their not healed
They holding on
Giving it power to still
Affect them

Like a bug that they need
Plucked out
So the real them can come out

~ grinning~

And…. Do you like … punishment?

I have to be careful
Because I want to speak to thr person
On the inside
And many people
Don't want that person to speak

But that is what I'm interested in

Let's sit down
And get to know each other
But people don't want that
Too many secrets
Things hidden

Things that negatively effect them but they won't let go

Maybe one day I will be able to get into trouble again, but usually with trouble come punishment

winces I'm so glad it wasn't worse. Healing vibes from this way too.

Nice theories and philosophy..I dont disagree at all, but they dont turn Me on ..smiling
A sweet girl dropping down on all four and licking My shoes..without questions and begging with her eyes to be taken..used. That would make Me interested

You know for me

I just look at things
Differently
Or at least it seems

I hear a person
See a person
Then I feel them
Then I go deeper
Start to see how
Things move
Motivations ...
Deep things driving
You answers ...
Your communication

Even as a person speaks
I can tell if they lie

And when I say lie
I'm not saying they are
Being deceitful

The average person
Is just clueless

Ohh
Wow, yeah
I can understand that for sure…

Workshop
Kinda quiet this morning.

Well it is not the same place as it was before I lost my account and my avi’s and my rooms and archives

everybody needs to have their own ideas of fun and to find people that have those same levels of fun

some would find this to be conditional and too tame

so be it

there is no argument about matters of CHOICE .

are you finding trouble here at SOI
or elsewhere?

If I were to get into any, it would be more than I have had in a very long time