the line of pigs stumbling along behind the golf cart
all constantly oinking at the amusement of the handlers riding in the cart
oinkkkk
oinkkkkkkkkk
oinkkkkk

if a pig stops oinking they use the prod on her

The Vosk River
I decided to sing to amuse myself. Arians has very musical accents so picking up tunes was easy. Over n=my years I had learned many Urth songs form this slave or another. I did not know what they meant but that did not dim the pleasure of singing them.

" I went to the animal fair
the birds and the beasts were there
The old baboon howled at the moon
and brushed his auburn hair.
The funniest was the monk
He sat on the elephants trunk
The elephant sneezed and fell to his knees

and that was the end of the monk the monk the monk"

Looks in

*kisses her softly before she goes*

Good to see you bot. Rest well.

*gives her tush a squeeze before she dashes and then fades to find trouble elsewhere*

today was an exercise day so the long line of pigs
about 6 followed along down the path
each attached by its nose ring to the one infront.
legs shackled so they can shuffle along but not try to run . this was the only time the pigs were allowed off their hands and knees

Smiles wide.

"Well, that's a plus I'm sure."

Little fingers find that Beast momentarily. Yeah, it was pretty nice.

"I'm gonna take a nap. Mufzu can see to your drink needs from here."

Waves to Mufzu, who nods. Then slides out of your lap and heads out for now.

THE THINGS THAT GET IN THE WAY

If we want to live and love with our whole hearts, and if we want to engage with the world from a place of worthiness, we have to talk about the things that get in the way—especially shame, fear, and our resistance to vulnerability.

When we struggle to believe in our worthiness, we hustle for it.

It’s the cacophony of shame tapes and gremlins—those messages that fuel “never good enough.”

“What will people think?”
“You can’t really love yourself yet. You’re not ________________ enough.” (pretty, skinny, successful, rich, talented, happy, smart, feminine, masculine, productive, nice, strong, tough, caring, popular, creative, well-liked, admired, contributing)
“No one can find out about _____________.”
“I’m going to pretend that everything is okay.”
“I can change to fit in if I have to!”
“Who do you think you are to put your thoughts/art/ideas/beliefs/writing out in the world?”
“Taking care of them is more important than taking care of me.”
“Don’t take a stand on this issue—the vitriol will take you down. You’re not strong enough.”

Shame is that warm feeling that washes over us, making us feel small, flawed, and never good enough. If we want to develop shame resilience—the ability to recognize shame and move through it while maintaining our worthiness and authenticity—then we have to talk about why shame happens.

It was fun!

BRB bot. gonna call these fools back

*He chuckles and nods*

I am on SSDI. Its so frusterating.

I cant tell you how many times I've gonna cryptic scary letters and then when I call its nothing at all.

Anyone Ive ever worked for is dazzled by how stupid the restrictions are

Being disabled in an abled world sucks.

At least I have a nice Cock. *chuckles*

Every time a new girl was brought to this place
the screaming, crying ..begging just served to upset the other pigs and bring back dark memories

The Vosk River
-The water moved us quickly along ,all there was to look at was the water Or the seemingly endless reeds. I wondered if I could pluck some to weave into a mat. I worried they would slice my fingers to ribbons as swiftly the skiff moved through the water. I decided this was not wise and neither was wondering how nunb the men's backsides. I laughed out loud, thinking it is a good thing no one could read my mind.

link please

#r-dkneeds

ok return

returning

*He smiles and nods*

I m on disabilty as well so I know all about limits when it comes to benefits. It makes no sense

*His hands dig into that soft ass and gives it a soft smack and squeeze as she teaes the hungry Beast*

PRACTICING LOVE AND BELONGING

When we don’t practice love with the people we claim to love, it takes a lot out of us. Incongruent living is exhausting.

Think about the important differences between professing love and practicing love.

We have to understand the anatomy of love and belonging; we need to understand when and why we hustle for worthiness rather than claim it; and we have to understand the things that get in the way.

"Who needs work when you can spend your days having FUN?"

Smiles and winks, rolling her hips and moving her butt around in circles against that Beast of yours.

"I mean, technically I CAN'T work cause I get benefits due to my diagnosis. If I started working, I would lose those benefits. And I need my meds. They keep me out of the hospital."

Nods.

The Vosk River
-All I could think about was how numb my backside was. I looked at the Bowmen. They looked cranky. I was so small I thought maybe they wouldn't even notice if I stood for awhile. I chewed my bottom lip awhile debating with myself if it was wise. maybe if I just knelt..ah I know.I sank into a freewoman tower..my bottom on my small feet, knees pressed tightly together, palms down on my thighs. I gave a sigh of relief..Odin Bless Tae.