enyah has started a new game with the following players:
enyah

" S T A R T G A M E : t r u e "{ " g a m e I d " : " 1 7 1 9 8 1 1 5 4 4 " , " p l a y e r L i s t " : [ " e n y a h " ] , " r o l l N u m b e r " : 0 , " c u r r e n t P l a y e r " : 0 , " d i c e " : { " f a c e s " : [ 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 ] , " r e r o l l " : [ t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e ] } , " s c o r e 0 " : { " 1 " : n u l l , " 2 " : n u l l , " 3 " : n u l l , " 4 " : n u l l , " 5 " : n u l l , " 6 " : n u l l , " p l a y e r " : n u l l , " u p _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " b o n u s " : n u l l , " 3 k " : n u l l , " 4 k " : n u l l , " s s " : n u l l , " l s " : n u l l , " f h " : n u l l , " y a h _ t o k e n " : n u l l , " y " : n u l l , " c " : n u l l , " y a h _ b o n u s " : 0 , " b o t _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " g _ t o t a l " : n u l l } , " o w n e r " : " e n y a h " , " s t a t u s " : " r e a d y " , " r o u n d " : 0 , " l a s t P o s t " : 1 7 1 9 8 1 1 5 4 4 }

You say .."I think everybody can resonate with the pain of losing your kid" That is not true. Until you have lost a CHILD no matter their age you have no clue the kind of pain involved and it's duration.

You say there is nothing you can do. Calling Ray and just talking is not invading privacy and if they are both on your mind then stay in touch.

After loosing a child many friends do not call because they do not know what to say or some friends disconnect altogether.

The sentence "Ray, you lost your SON. I think you can cry a few tears. You sure aren't bothering me by feeling the pain of losing your kid." maybe speaks volumes as to why you think there's nothing you can do.

sees no sign of movement
must have been the wind I heard

Kitchen
He nodded when you said his name to let you know he was listening and ready to hear what you had to say. He would answer you when you were done he knew you had been through hell, and that just showed him your will to adapt and live, he did not know what kind of hell you had been through but he knew you would probably tell him.

He smiled when you revealed to him about your grandparents, he had himself a little cowgirl and it will be nice to bring her back out again, his brows raised when you mentioned you knew how to help with taking off boots, he had always taken them off himself so he is a little interested in how you would help with that.

When you told him that your son was stillborn there was a sadness that came to his eyes, but when he saw those tears welling up in your eyes he reached for your hand and held onto it to give you support in your telling he knew this was hard for you.

When you told him about what Charles had done he took a deep intake of breath, his eyes darkened with anger at how he could do that to his beautiful wife, who was carrying the most precious thing a woman could for a man...a baby. He was so glad right then that he had killed that useless excuse for a man, but he could not help the feeling of going back to Laramie digging him up and burning his body then pissing on him that damn son of a bitch.

He had to take deep breaths to calm himself the thought of him beating you like that so badly you lost the baby enraged him.

He had to take a few more minutes when you finished before he could speak

"First I am so glad that you are a Cowgirl at heart explains why we have that connection we were just meant to be.

Second....I am sorry as hell that you ever met that sorry excuse for a man, a man does not beat his woman that is the sign of a coward. The thought of him beating you like that, hurting you so badly you lost the baby, the most precious gift a woman could give a man...all I can say is I am glad I was the one that killed that son of a bitch. Well I won't tell Vanessa if she is ever told what really happened that is up to you to do the telling."

He pulled you to him again his arms wrapping protectively and lovingly around you

"I am so sorry he did that to you. I want to be with you Eve I want to build a life with you it does not bother me one bit that you can not give me children. If we want children we can adopt no big deal.

It is not an issue or a problem and there sure the hell ain't gonna be no damn halting of us. No need to be sorry baby, it does not bother me one iota if you can not give me children like I said we can always adopt. You are not baggage and neither is the things that happened to you. When they come out like this did we will handle it and move on.

I thank you very much I know that was very hard for you to do.

You are my tough little Cowgirl."

He placed a kiss to the top of your head

enyah has started a new game with the following players:
enyah

" S T A R T G A M E : t r u e "{ " g a m e I d " : " 1 7 1 9 8 1 1 3 8 1 " , " p l a y e r L i s t " : [ " e n y a h " ] , " r o l l N u m b e r " : 0 , " c u r r e n t P l a y e r " : 0 , " d i c e " : { " f a c e s " : [ 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 ] , " r e r o l l " : [ t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e ] } , " s c o r e 0 " : { " 1 " : n u l l , " 2 " : n u l l , " 3 " : n u l l , " 4 " : n u l l , " 5 " : n u l l , " 6 " : n u l l , " p l a y e r " : n u l l , " u p _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " b o n u s " : n u l l , " 3 k " : n u l l , " 4 k " : n u l l , " s s " : n u l l , " l s " : n u l l , " f h " : n u l l , " y a h _ t o k e n " : n u l l , " y " : n u l l , " c " : n u l l , " y a h _ b o n u s " : 0 , " b o t _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " g _ t o t a l " : n u l l } , " o w n e r " : " e n y a h " , " s t a t u s " : " r e a d y " , " r o u n d " : 0 , " l a s t P o s t " : 1 7 1 9 8 1 1 3 8 1 }

Lilly Thorpe and Leo Sterling In Session

explores the warehouse
having heard of the possibility of finding the sort of girls who crave my style

lifts up
piss dripping from its nose ring

enyah has started a new game with the following players:
enyah

" S T A R T G A M E : t r u e "{ " g a m e I d " : " 1 7 1 9 8 1 1 1 9 2 " , " p l a y e r L i s t " : [ " e n y a h " ] , " r o l l N u m b e r " : 0 , " c u r r e n t P l a y e r " : 0 , " d i c e " : { " f a c e s " : [ 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 ] , " r e r o l l " : [ t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e ] } , " s c o r e 0 " : { " 1 " : n u l l , " 2 " : n u l l , " 3 " : n u l l , " 4 " : n u l l , " 5 " : n u l l , " 6 " : n u l l , " p l a y e r " : n u l l , " u p _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " b o n u s " : n u l l , " 3 k " : n u l l , " 4 k " : n u l l , " s s " : n u l l , " l s " : n u l l , " f h " : n u l l , " y a h _ t o k e n " : n u l l , " y " : n u l l , " c " : n u l l , " y a h _ b o n u s " : 0 , " b o t _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " g _ t o t a l " : n u l l } , " o w n e r " : " e n y a h " , " s t a t u s " : " r e a d y " , " r o u n d " : 0 , " l a s t P o s t " : 1 7 1 9 8 1 1 1 9 2 }

Have fun, dear!

*quietly returns to the warehouse to see if any courier packages had been left*

looking over my shoulder as I exit
flashing you a brilliant smile

opens the door

grinning as they head out

Dogtown
It was a name Echo had never heard of. So as soon as you spit it out, he stops crushing you with that metal shell and relays it to Iridia...

::Richter's contact is Tatsuya Fuse. Find me anything you can on them relating to Arasaka.::

His eyes are flickering. So you know he just sent that name to someone else.

That metal shell stays in place around you. Nice and snug. The Spike of Damocles is hanging over your head still. They have a moment before Iridia gets back to him.

"How much were they offering you for her?" Pure curiosity now. He'd guess 200K. 400K tops. Haven Darling was a top-tier weapon for Arasaka Corps. Something that couldn't easily be replaced.

"Did they tell you what they did to her? What she is to them?" Asked whether you answered the price or not. More venom in his tone now. Common sense says they wouldn't have bothered telling you the backstory. Why would they? It's a pure, hateful taunt to ask.

welll.

pays for our drinks

let's go to my place then and we'll talk

Shocked.. yes Maam

((thanks, I. Surprised and delighted to be remembered. And I will keep that in mind))