It does help. His body language has been slowly loosening as they talk, energy dampened, but the bind around his chest easing. Enough that there is a bit of mirroring there, more relaxing back into the seat, instead of the slump that was there before.

There's still that sense of weight, but without the performance that was accompanying it.

You ask that, and his expression turns thoughtful - attention shifting inward for a long moment. "I guess I maybe spend a lot of time worrying about that sort of thing. How things will seem, how people will take it, how I present." The words are slow, as he puts them together, finds the way to articulate them. There's weight to them, some of that pressure he was speaking about creeping in to his voice. "Non-stop, these days."

Attention shifts outward again, nodding a little as you speak. "Appearances can be deceiving. Often are, even. It's intellect, but I kind of think safety, comfort, are the bigger factors. The unknown is scary, the unfamiliar worrisome, the unexpected a danger signal..."

A low laugh. "Yeah, I'm pretty sure people have been saying 'B-b-but the youth' forever. Like, just because you grew up in a shitty world, why does that mean you should perpetuate it? They suffered, so we all must suffer."

What she said...

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Name: William Carl Grimm

Aliases: Will, Billy the Kid (only ever used by my big brother.)

Age: 37

Date of Birth: March 17, 1987

Place of Birth: Asbury Park, New Jersey

Date of Death: Let's not talk about that.

Height / Weight: 6'5" / 190lbs

Hair Color / Eye Color: Dark Brown / Blue

Build: Lean

Complexion: Fair

Race: Human-ish (Angel someday)

Occupation: Figure it out when I "land".

Abilities: Cryokinesis, Telepathy.

Strengths: Songwriting, singing.

Weaknesses: Awkward

Family: Aaron Grimm (father), Jacob Grimm(brother), Daniel Grimm (Brother-in-law), Eva Grimm (sister), Rachel Grimm (Wife-ish), five nieces and nephews

History: Long story and more to come in play.

Celebrity: Hozier

Avatar Link: https://williamgrimm.hyperchat.com/w01.jpg

Holly sat back, a bit — not to try and indicate she was disengaged, necessarily, but that she was relaxed and perhaps lobbied for your mirror neurons to feel the same.

Try, anyway.

"Does, uh, doe sit matter how you sound, to me? I mean I get your meaning and intention, you don't have to worry that I'm about to go off and form a wild and invisible conclusion about it — I'm an open book," she offered, picking up her water to cradle before her, dangle a straw for a sip.

"…mmmmhonestly, I think people take comfort in thinking they know things, like it's a demonstration of their own intellect at the most basic level, but outside of that there really isn't a reason to know anything about anyone before you establish any reason to interact with them, you know?"

Her attention roamed a bit around the table, but eventually stopped at the flop of your hair.

"…like the boomers always go off about it in June and it's like why do you even care, how much has that experience really injured you to grant you the authority to structure such a strong opinion? And they always go clawing around to 'B-B-But the youth' like homie you're the one on the attack, prescribing your old-ass poison and calling it medicine. Saying 'well I feel sick, so you should feel sick.'"

What an adventure, Emmy! Complete with VIP tours. Tom is in good company.

Glad to hear that you're out, better informed, and had seemingly a better hospital experience than usual, C.M.

Name: William Carl Grimm

Aliases: Will, Billy the Kid (only ever used by my big brother.)

Age: 37

Date of Birth: March 17, 1987

Place of Birth: Asbury Park, New Jersey

Date of Death: Let's not talk about that.

Height / Weight: 6'5" / 190lbs

Hair Color / Eye Color: Dark Brown / Blue

Build: Lean

Complexion: Fair

Race: Human-ish (Angel someday)

Occupation: Figure it out when I "land".

Abilities: Cryokinesis, Telepathy.

Strengths: Songwriting, singing.

Weaknesses: Awkward

Family: Aaron Grimm (father), Jacob Grimm(brother), Daniel Grimm (Brother-in-law), Ava Grimm (sister), Rachel Grimm (Wife-ish), five nieces and nephews

History: Long story and more to come in play.

Celebrity: Hozier

Avatar Link: https://williamgrimm.hyperchat.com/w01.jpg

LITERALLY

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… the fun never ends…

YAWNING

Rules for bondmaids and thralls

1. Greet the free in the following order:
your Owner, Jarl Donar, Free Men of Scagnar, Visiting Free Men, Scagnar Free Women, Visiting Free Women, slaves.
The following are generally not greeted: Site Mods and Messengers.
Pay attention to the pulldowns you are responsible to greet only those who could realistically hear you.

2. Wait to greet a Visiting Free until a Free of the Isle has greeted them first.
If a Free is not present, wait until a trainer(first girl) has greeted.

3. If there are more than 6 people present when you enter, you may use a group greeting as follows:
your Owner, Jarl Donar, Jarls, Mistresses, slaves.

4. If you are in service and have left the feet of the One you are serving and are on the way to the kitchen, you may greet while continuing your serve; however, if you are at the feet of whom you are serving, do not greet unless being told you are allowed to. Being in service to a first girl holds the same respect as being in service to a free.

5. Slaves may use first or third person, at the discretion of their Owner.
As in the books, third person speech should be used for begging and during punishment.

6. In a time of attack, be sure you know our Emergency Procedures and follow the Senior Free Woman or bondmaid in the home.

7. You may only touch a weapon at the command of a Free. As a specific exception, kitchen knives, skinning knives and knives used to clean game, when used correctly, may be used without permission being granted.

8. Punishment for traveling without permission can be very harsh. Think carefully before going anywhere.

9. Disputes or complaints should be presented to a first girl who will preside over the issue completely unless they feel the matter should be presented to a Training Coordinator. Training Coordinators will have final say in all matters regarding slaves as per orders of Jarl Donar. These issues will not be taken out of the chain of command.

10. Do not enter the room OOC unless it is extremely important. Try to keep OOC conversations out of the room as much as is possible. If you are in a punishment that does not allow you to talk, that means it does not allow OOC talk either. Try to use instant messengers, email and the boards to speak with others OOC.

11. The use of pulldowns is mandatory, and not optional.

12. You are required to request permission to leave, but not to enter. If no Free are in the room to grant permission, a trainer may grant it. If Frees are present, you are to ask respectfully, three times. If you are alone, you are to post once. Do not just x out.

Super smart. Or maybe just really savvy, but they're not mutually exclusive. "I mean, that is the ideal...?" it's a question, because it sounds like maybe you have ideas about this.

Admittedly, having to worry about money is new to Leo. His parents might suck, but they did mean he didn't need to worry about it, up until he did. They say money can't buy happiness, but then, neither can artistic fulfillment and being with the woman of your dreams, so...

The blush just deepens as that brow lifts. At least it means you're maybe not focusing on the Elodie section of it? He's kind of cringing at himself, but even so. "I'd say that it sounded better in my head, but really, I don't think it did. I just mean... I like hanging out with you."

Did you know?

"It is, and it really isn't their business. That just never has stopped people. It's archaic, the way people assume that you can tell someone's sexuality on how they act, what they like, whether they read as masculine or feminine."

compute

What she said...

Stops by to check things out

Suzanna Sinister@bwr

Thank you...

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"Well if we're filtering for people who will show up, appreciate the effort, degustate about it, support future works by you and Elodie…" she wasn't sure if it was super smart, but maybe she'd just spent so much time thinking about Marketing that this was just intuitive to her.

Holly had fixated her entire life on making sure she had enough, to the detriment of so many parts of her Soul, and well… even with what some may call plenty of money, she could never escape thinking about it. Having more meant being able to risk more, which only increased her anxieties in proportion with her, uhm… greed ambitions.

Rather than respond right away, Holly just smiled through most of your answer. Not in a rush to go fill in the liminal space between your words but to try and let you feel open to speak your entire peace before thinking about it.

One brow up as you really wrestled with that reply.

"…yeah, that would be a bummer."

Oh god, did she Know?

"Kind of cringe that people would presume your sexuality, like it's any of their god damn business."

Name: William Carl Grimm

Aliases: Will, Billy the Kid (only ever used by my big brother.)

Age: 37
Date of Birth: March 17, 1987

Place of Birth: Asbury Park, New Jersey

Date of Death: Let's not talk about that.

Height / Weight: 6'5" / 190lbs

Hair Color / Eye Color: Dark Brown / Blue

Build: Lean

Complexion: Fair

Race: Human-ish (Angel someday)

Occupation: Figure it out when I "land".

Abilities: Cryokinesis, Telepathy.

Strengths: Songwriting, singing.

Weaknesses: Awkward

Family: Aaron Grimm (father), Jacob Grimm (brother), Daniel Grimm (Brother-in-law), Rachel Grimm (Wife-ish), five nieces and nephews

History: Long story and more to come in play.

Celebrity: Hozier

Avatar Link: https://williamgrimm.hyperchat.com/w01.jpg

He fully was not thinking about Edgewater gangsters, just you buying seats. "Oh, they probably would appreciate that. That's super smart." A thing he'd never have thought of.

"Mmm, still pretty generous." Even if it was just a few empty seats.

Ah, the worry pie. The financial worries were, perhaps, in the pastry itself, providing a structure for the rest. But altogether... it is perhaps a small proportion of the pie.

A curious tilt of his head. For a moment, he thinks you're going to just skip the part about the crush. Hopes, even. His voice is more soft than quiet, nodding a little as you speak. "I'm with you. And putting her heart and soul out there, for people, for critics, is definitely weighing on her. It's terrifying, right? At least when you're acting, there's this veil of it's not really you - it's still deeply personal, and vulnerable, but... yeah. I'm kind of in awe of her."

... ah, so you did hear that bit. He's fighting a blush, even if the Rent comment has him laughing. "I'm entirely too white to be anyone but Roger or Mark, and Roger is still making out with women. I guess I don't do that with my other friends, but... it is part of the job. She didn't mind with Courtney. I can't imagine she'll mind if I play gay - everyone assumed I was, basically forever, unless they assumed I was going to be with Elodie."

The matter of the crush itself is more difficult. A point of disagreement, even if he's less sure than he was. "Don't get me wrong, I like hanging out with you, would even if it wasn't a thing I need to do professionally. I'll be bummed if we stop, when the show is over."

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