I realize this is probably more than you need or may even want to hear, but I am shortly coming to the present.

Dorm dump
https://www.reddit.com/media?url=https%3A%2F%2Fi.redd.it%2Fiy6wb4kxra6d1.jpeg

Listen, sweetheart, you do not need to try so hard.

Just be yourself.

keeps quiet and listens to the Story
(sorry if i appeared to be not listening, Sir)

I left SOI for a couple of years but came back, originally, to see of people (especially women who had served Me) were ok.

I was pleasantly surprised to find that sweet destiny had kept this room open having no idea when of if I would ever return.

White Trash Beautiful
Everlast

as many as it takes

giggle

giggling
You said authentic
i will try to be authentic !
when i hear myself being called slut and whore on day one and first meeting
i wonder if this is an understanding of my potential submissiveness
or a misogyny

calling me a slut will not make me feel like a slut
perhaps i have to be broken down to that level? i am just thinking
Sir
and i absolutely do not mean disrespect
i am trying to respect Your word authenticity, Sir

That's fine.

she gives a gentle nod...

"yes i do...and i am sure You are doing an awesome job at doing so..."

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=9XSC4QcyW_Y&si=SiD_RAueRxs3cEPw

Originally this room was attached to the Gentleman's Lounge. I owned both. Originally the rules in this room were no rules. a slut who entered here was expected to serve Anyone who entered in Any way they wanted as long as her limits were respected

But over time things changed.
And Covid hit.

i believe the journey from being shocked to loving it
verbal name-calling
is a beautiful journey
i should experience allm my steps of evolution through it
i mean
if i FEEL abused and hurt
i should not just TEXT to You that i loved it
just to please

that is not an authentic submissive
then i would be faking the extent of my submission to You
You would be dishonoured by me then !

Kissy face
https://www.reddit.com/media?url=https%3A%2F%2Fi.redd.it%2F91sp0r19xb6d1.jpeg

Fair enough. Leaning back.

Let Me tell you about this room.

young?
nods

a divorce teaches MUCH, Sir

Peeks in from the shadows

No one is perfect.

Observing your obedience
and subtle reservations
in your body language.

So, does verbal abuse - being called a slut, whore c*nt etc - turn you on or off?

i thought
a readymade full submissive in a new place
is showing desperation for acceptance
i thought that is not submission
that is desperation of not being included
a submissive might
i think
learn and evolve into the place? and the People?

No worries babygirl

You know I'm cheering up a friend