ladyella has started a new game with the following players:
ladyella

" S T A R T G A M E : t r u e "{ " g a m e I d " : " 1 7 1 7 9 2 0 7 8 4 " , " p l a y e r L i s t " : [ " l a d y e l l a " ] , " r o l l N u m b e r " : 0 , " c u r r e n t P l a y e r " : 0 , " d i c e " : { " f a c e s " : [ 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 ] , " r e r o l l " : [ t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e ] } , " s c o r e 0 " : { " 1 " : n u l l , " 2 " : n u l l , " 3 " : n u l l , " 4 " : n u l l , " 5 " : n u l l , " 6 " : n u l l , " p l a y e r " : n u l l , " u p _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " b o n u s " : n u l l , " 3 k " : n u l l , " 4 k " : n u l l , " s s " : n u l l , " l s " : n u l l , " f h " : n u l l , " y a h _ t o k e n " : n u l l , " y " : n u l l , " c " : n u l l , " y a h _ b o n u s " : 0 , " b o t _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " g _ t o t a l " : n u l l } , " o w n e r " : " l a d y e l l a " , " s t a t u s " : " r e a d y " , " r o u n d " : 0 , " l a s t P o s t " : 1 7 1 7 9 2 0 7 8 4 }

What is the very first
Thing a woman attacks
On a man .....

His manhood

The receipt received, it's time for him to move, huh?

Thinking aloud, it's one of his ways or processing. It didn't require a response from you, so much as the fact you've made teh space for it.

... er, talking about himself in the third person. No, not denigrating, just... like the construct he feels he is.

He worries at his lip, turning over that. "Expectations. Yeah." Even if he's going to have to do some deep thinking on what those expectations are. The feeling she expects something to happen with you?

"I don't know if this counts as healthy. I think I am breaking down." Hands lift to scrub at his eyes, like that will erase the tears hovering behind them. A soft, considering sounds. "Yeah... we're new, so you don't have any expectations about who I am, or will be, huh?"

There's something there just on the tip of his tongue. The observation that you see him now, unburdened by who he used to be. The sheer relief of that is... unexpected. As is the awareness you used gender neutral language for all of that, and it was a relief. His mind is not on his actions as he reaches for his backpack. "Yeah. Maybe that's it -" A
hesitation, then, before adding more quietly, "I like that. The now." Hesitating a moment longer, voice edged with the vulnerability of the admission, "Person. Human being. I... liked those."

It is too late, and he is too tired to admit more than that right now. So just that. That he liked the language you'd used. Youd get it, right? "Yes, please, a lift would be great."

Then they wonder
Why they get treated
As an option

There is an exception tho
When a man takes on a lover
The woman will love
Nurture him
As he talks about how terrible
His first woman is
She wants him
Emotional then

Fill that hole the first one won't
But as soon as he leaves the first
For the second

It starts over agsin

That's a funny one

Looks in

Looks in

ladyella has started a new game with the following players:
ladyella

" S T A R T G A M E : t r u e "{ " g a m e I d " : " 1 7 1 7 9 2 0 4 1 9 " , " p l a y e r L i s t " : [ " l a d y e l l a " ] , " r o l l N u m b e r " : 0 , " c u r r e n t P l a y e r " : 0 , " d i c e " : { " f a c e s " : [ 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 ] , " r e r o l l " : [ t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e ] } , " s c o r e 0 " : { " 1 " : n u l l , " 2 " : n u l l , " 3 " : n u l l , " 4 " : n u l l , " 5 " : n u l l , " 6 " : n u l l , " p l a y e r " : n u l l , " u p _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " b o n u s " : n u l l , " 3 k " : n u l l , " 4 k " : n u l l , " s s " : n u l l , " l s " : n u l l , " f h " : n u l l , " y a h _ t o k e n " : n u l l , " y " : n u l l , " c " : n u l l , " y a h _ b o n u s " : 0 , " b o t _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " g _ t o t a l " : n u l l } , " o w n e r " : " l a d y e l l a " , " s t a t u s " : " r e a d y " , " r o u n d " : 0 , " l a s t P o s t " : 1 7 1 7 9 2 0 4 1 9 }

~ muttering to myself that maybe I need to dress for success~ and tries this…

Market
Where does a person begin their story? Usually at the beginning and where that beginning starts was right here in Port Kar. It was a city of thieves, and for reasons she couldn't understand, the thieves guild was actually respected. Late last night her medicines cabinets on the second floor of her infirmary was liberated of all the medicines required to heal the very sick and wounded. Was there no code these people had to abide by?

There was a great big world and one would think you wouldn't steal from your own back yard. It was a very expensive hit on her hospital and she didn't even think about security for that floor, and that was on her. Nura right now was sitting at a cafe table, rubbing her forehead while her head plays out scenario's that would allow her to resupply what was taken, and add extra funding towards, physical security instead of just depending on locks and metal bars. Nura was thinking of where she could go, to resupply and so many places all over the world were filling her head. Ar, Thentis, Tharna, Turia, Tor, Brundisium, Lydius.

Port Kar was quite the well thought out location for a port, not just for ships but for land goers also. Yes, there were many canals, and it had a certain charm to it, which made going any of the North, East and Southern directions. Her hospital ship could navigate the Vosk quite easily, dependent on the tides of the Thassa.. which had the power to reverse the river in its flow twice a day... sails, were not necessary.

But see....
That's why I smashed
The table...
Broke it into
Tiny little
Pieces and use
To keep my heart warm

Men are only loved for what they
Bring to the table

Looks in

This is absolutely true

Chris rock once said “ Only Women, children and dogs are loved unconditionally. A man is only loved under the condition that he provides something.

This is facts, nobody cares about men’s struggles, a man can’t cry without being called weak or soft. Nobody cares about men’s struggles. That’s why they’re self deleting at a rate 4, now it’s only 3 times as many. 75% men to 25% women) times that of women. Men don’t dare open up or show vulnerability to a partner because most women either use it as ammunition against them later, or in the best case scenario they subconsciously see it as weakness and lose attraction for him leading to the relationship ending. People brush that off as redpill nonsense, but it’s true in my own case as well as many others I’ve seen. Never be vulnerable with a woman you’re romantically involved with or the relationship will take a nose dive. I don’t believe this dynamic will ever change in my lifetime or even several generations more.

Even if SOME women are accepting enough to support a man in his vulnerability, it will take tremendous trust for him to really know for sure that she actually is such a woman. If he’s EVER gotten burned in the past, he likely will never open up again.

ladyella has started a new game with the following players:
ladyella

" S T A R T G A M E : t r u e "{ " g a m e I d " : " 1 7 1 7 9 1 9 8 7 3 " , " p l a y e r L i s t " : [ " l a d y e l l a " ] , " r o l l N u m b e r " : 0 , " c u r r e n t P l a y e r " : 0 , " d i c e " : { " f a c e s " : [ 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 ] , " r e r o l l " : [ t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e ] } , " s c o r e 0 " : { " 1 " : n u l l , " 2 " : n u l l , " 3 " : n u l l , " 4 " : n u l l , " 5 " : n u l l , " 6 " : n u l l , " p l a y e r " : n u l l , " u p _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " b o n u s " : n u l l , " 3 k " : n u l l , " 4 k " : n u l l , " s s " : n u l l , " l s " : n u l l , " f h " : n u l l , " y a h _ t o k e n " : n u l l , " y " : n u l l , " c " : n u l l , " y a h _ b o n u s " : 0 , " b o t _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " g _ t o t a l " : n u l l } , " o w n e r " : " l a d y e l l a " , " s t a t u s " : " r e a d y " , " r o u n d " : 0 , " l a s t P o s t " : 1 7 1 7 9 1 9 8 7 3 }

A short minute later, Lulu came back with the receipt — something Holly crumpled and pocketed without looking. "Thank you, kindly."

Aside from that, she didn't have much to add since you were introspecting, exploring, free-associating, maybe just thinking aloud.

Something of a nod, at best. Speaking of yourself in the third person, but not like Holly denigrating herself for fun.

But there was a point where her continuing to be silent was going to get awkward, and she had a thought, anyway…

"Seems like a theme: Expectations. Maybe Dee doesn't say it out loud but you feel it invisibly, whether it's really there or not — some weight of hope. Optimism, even, has a kind of weight."

She barely knew Elodie outside of rehearsals and the professional and artistic presence that she was in the arts wing of the University, but… she seemed normal. Maybe not traditional in the same sense that the word felt poisonous in this context, but… relationships progressing to marriage progressing to what may come, a linear path with predictable outcomes.

"…I know when I was in school and starting to get good grades, my parents piled expectations on me and then I just ended up breaking down… rebelling and refocusing on boys and drama — thank god my little sister ended up being the smart sibling. You obviously had a more healthy reaction but maybe it's from not feeling like I expect something from you, even subconsciously."

As she started to re-assemble her distributed belongings, her phone and her vape, her card-holder and keys, with a collection of colorful and noisy items on the same metal loop, Holly stopped to peer across at you. "I look at you and I just see the present. Hot theater person. I don't see my future, I don't see the past, I don't see some woeful 'sign of the times', trying to pierce your act or to epidermalize my biases onto your skin. I affix no totem or extension or flag or code, you represent nothing to me that isn't just the human before me — 'cause I know what it's like for people to hang their ideas and concepts onto me like a non-consenting Christmas tree. Shit's annoying."

…one last sip of her water. "You need a ride home?"

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