I forgive everyone

just because they are no
longer in my life
does not mean
they are not forgiven

I just don't
want or need their toxic behaviours
in my life

Vittoria has started a new game with the following players:
Vittoria

" S T A R T G A M E : t r u e "{ " g a m e I d " : " 1 7 1 8 2 7 9 3 1 1 " , " p l a y e r L i s t " : [ " v i t t o r i a " ] , " r o l l N u m b e r " : 0 , " c u r r e n t P l a y e r " : 0 , " d i c e " : { " f a c e s " : [ 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 ] , " r e r o l l " : [ t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e ] } , " s c o r e 0 " : { " 1 " : n u l l , " 2 " : n u l l , " 3 " : n u l l , " 4 " : n u l l , " 5 " : n u l l , " 6 " : n u l l , " p l a y e r " : n u l l , " u p _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " b o n u s " : n u l l , " 3 k " : n u l l , " 4 k " : n u l l , " s s " : n u l l , " l s " : n u l l , " f h " : n u l l , " y a h _ t o k e n " : n u l l , " y " : n u l l , " c " : n u l l , " y a h _ b o n u s " : 0 , " b o t _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " g _ t o t a l " : n u l l } , " o w n e r " : " v i t t o r i a " , " s t a t u s " : " r e a d y " , " r o u n d " : 0 , " l a s t P o s t " : 1 7 1 8 2 7 9 3 1 1 }

and apparently I talk to myself

Vittoria has started a new game with the following players:
Vittoria

" S T A R T G A M E : t r u e "{ " g a m e I d " : " 1 7 1 8 2 7 9 1 4 8 " , " p l a y e r L i s t " : [ " v i t t o r i a " ] , " r o l l N u m b e r " : 0 , " c u r r e n t P l a y e r " : 0 , " d i c e " : { " f a c e s " : [ 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 , 0 ] , " r e r o l l " : [ t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e , t r u e ] } , " s c o r e 0 " : { " 1 " : n u l l , " 2 " : n u l l , " 3 " : n u l l , " 4 " : n u l l , " 5 " : n u l l , " 6 " : n u l l , " p l a y e r " : n u l l , " u p _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " b o n u s " : n u l l , " 3 k " : n u l l , " 4 k " : n u l l , " s s " : n u l l , " l s " : n u l l , " f h " : n u l l , " y a h _ t o k e n " : n u l l , " y " : n u l l , " c " : n u l l , " y a h _ b o n u s " : 0 , " b o t _ t o t a l " : n u l l , " g _ t o t a l " : n u l l } , " o w n e r " : " v i t t o r i a " , " s t a t u s " : " r e a d y " , " r o u n d " : 0 , " l a s t P o s t " : 1 7 1 8 2 7 9 1 4 8 }

V

To that extent
I am kicking negatives out
of my life
things I have around
from past experiences

I have thrown a ton
of stuff away

I throw more
every single day

Wanders through

Enters the worlds of SOI and the waiting room again.

I think that is why lying now
people who have not
done the work
to fix themselves

I don't want to be with
those people
because they just waste your time
and I don't want the time
I have to wasted
be wasted on a lie

chick

and sweeping my floor 5 times

sweeping comes from the
believe in the craft ..

the motion of sweeping
especially
out the door

sweeping out bad energy

and because I'm barefoot as much
as I can be in nice weather
can't take the dirt on my feet

*back from breakfast
and doing the dishes *

sshh1

I'm not downing 420
I'm not against
it

but I abused it...

I haven't been able to write much
or even work a lot

been doing AI work
have not been able to
because I can't focus

and reading that is a "temporary"
side effect of detoxing off of cannabis

and understand
I am not talking about a joint on
the weekend

I was high 24/7

for 4 possibly 5 years

Looks

flick

out

kegs

since detoxing
I wake up very
morning
starving
even with protein
shakes and vits

which means my metabolism
is starting to ramp back up
awesome