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SeepageNext Word: SEEPAGE
watching you from above
"you'll have to learn to be obedient and useful
And I'll be having big fun "helping" you to learn!
Now get on your knees, infidel
kneel upright and with your feet as far apart as the chain will allow!"
hearing the footsteps return with that sinking feeling
EEnticing
Got booted - still there?
this is awesome news .......
In these 4 years
I've had guns in my
Mouth
Knifes at my wrists ...I've begged those I commune
With for death ...
Put out the intention
Tried to manifest itThing is tho
I don't want to stop
Living
I just want the pain
To stop
I want to know
What the pain is ?Is it me fighting
Not to live my truest life?
struggling to follow the heavily-accented words... a little whimper at the reminder of my family so far away from this hot hellhole that has been my home for eight months... a shiver at the mention of being "trained" y...yes Master
You would think
That with this imagination
My ability to live in
My head ...Of course I think that is the problem
Me and my mind
Became enemies
A bit
Or maybe because
I stopped listening?
Try to shut it down
With marijuana
#r-walkres@bwr -- with Miss kitty Black@bwr, ElizabethlizzieBowman@soi & Marshal Colton McCallister@bwr and npc Bubba
I don't know where
I am going
I really don't know
What I'm doing ...
It's over 4 years
Since everything in my life crashed
My companies
Relationships...
Deaths....
Everyone left ...
I'm probably toxic
avoiding eye contact, looking at ground, the shackles chained to the ringbolt in the floor more to reenforce inferiority than to prevent the escape of a heavily-pregnant naked woman from an underground cell
entering your cell
a 5'11", dark skinned man with black hair and piercing brown eyes
lean and fit from regular workouts
early 40ies
wearing white linen pants and a light blue silken tunic, sleeveless
a short crop dangling from his belt
You know my ability
To spit shit out is awesome
I can sit here
And write about
Nothing
All day long
And yet
Try to write something
Or get into writing for money
Heh
And im clueless
hearing approaching footsteps... reflexively cowering
coming to look for Our "guest"
a rare treat to be allowed in the house
if anyone is even looking for me, they are almost certainly looking in the wrong continent
and the cost of any attempt at escape far too high to even consider