trust trust trust

such a delicate thing
so hard to get
and it can be gone in a word
an action
poof like the best
disappearing act ever

you have this big solid thing
like a Castle
great foundation
protected

then like a mouse slipping
through the tinest of holes
a weakness shows
and the castle crashes

A knowing smile…..

Hello badger.

Oh that happens to us all. No need to be sorry sweetheart.

Smiles

there is the smile..
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Hiya Sir. Good to see you again my friend.

Sorry about disappearing, reality intervened

Looks…not looks…can’t type

*sees two spirits and thinks she has lost her ever loving mind*

*she laughed quietly*

Yeah, like he said, I am not sure I can do that! ha

"In the past four and a half years, I have spoken to Suzanna every night at bedtime for 99% of those nights. Of course, many nights there was no reading, but I digress."

"18th century writers. 19th. Tom Robbins. R A Salvatore. Online custom stories. Tales i wrote just for her. It didn't matter what I read, it was her favorite thing, she said, to be carried away by the "deep growl" of my voice."

"Within the past few weeks, our frequency of talks has reduced to 5 minutes or so, with much of it in the clud of painkillers, every couple of days. She calls me Ry'varius on the phone more often than Eric."

smile...

"Now, she cannot speak at all. I speak. She listens. Today, while her daughter held her phone, I told her the last story of Liv and Ry."

"Once upon a time, Ry and Liv looked about at the dangerous world around them. For their short time together, they fought for those with no fight left in them. And many times it had cost them for they so loved their strange, turbulent world."

"But one day it was enough. They gathered together their children, and left. They left behind the dangers of Beware, and with a certain green dragon deciding to come along for the ride, at least temporarily, to see if the adventure would be at least palpable, they put the ancestral manor behind them, and carted off to a place without all the tragedy and pain."

"Because sometimes you have to let go."

"And they lived happily ever after."

"The end."

*******

"Susan is beginning the last few steps of her pre-journey to that wonderful, pain-free place. You guys know that our love wasn't roleplay. She has sparked my soul for every day since I met her. And she's done the same for so many of you as well."

"Her writing was raw and unafraid. She had this certain way of responding to the details in your posts with such attention, that everyone she played with was puffed up even greater than they already are. I used to call her the best supporting actress in the world, because everything she wrote made us bigger. Stronger. Darker. More adventurous."

"I don't know if I can play here again, as I've been already asked a few times. At this moment, I don't think I ever could again. I certainly could never again be Ry."

"Roght now, I ask you keep those energies flowing, but now, send them to help aid her in moving from here to there as she always played. Ballsy. Fearless. Painless. And always with a twist of those cranberry lps."

"Thank you for thinking of her. She loves each and every one of you so much."

Hmmm..? Hello again.

*finds a spot and settles admiring the art*

12:22:13loojs a bit angry

*knows one that took his own life that she had not had contact with in several years.. she always wished she had made an effort to reach out*

*it haunts her*

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a couple options here!

Oh my... You are tempting me with such lovely pictures of Hazel.

Or knottie…..

I could get into something naughty

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